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18th-Sep-2007 08:35 pm - __
They say im not working hard enough-
im not 'progressing' in school-
im not being the best i can be-
i need to focus and regain my strength-
they say my efforts in school arent good enough-

yet, this time, i know its true..
 
7th-Sep-2007 10:50 pm - Disappearing
That there, that's not me
I go where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah, it's gone

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here....
6th-Sep-2007 04:46 pm - Not Myself
Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
And there are times
I lose my worried mind?

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
And words will go
From poetry to prose

Would you want me when
I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

And I, in time, will come around
I always do for you

Suppose I said
You're my saving grace?
28th-Aug-2007 10:26 pm - Conclusion
He is no longer a factor
28th-Aug-2007 03:28 pm - This is true
"You may be feeling the emotional stress associated with this Full Moon Eclipse in your 8th House of Transformation. You might not want to change in ways that are being required of you now. Even if you know that the old road is changing, you may not be ready for the new path to appear. Nevertheless, your happiness may depend on your ability to let go of the past. "

"Your need for intimacy may create situations that ultimately make you uncomfortable. It's not that you don't want to get closer to someone you truly like; it's just that you don't want to limit your options. Focus your attention on what you have in the present moment instead of future possibilities."
26th-Aug-2007 05:29 pm - Such Great Heights
"I am thinking it's a sign
That the freckles in our eyes
Are mirror images
And when we kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate
That God Himself did make
Us into corresponding shapes
Like puzzle pieces from the clay
And true it may seem like a stretch
But it's thoughts like this that catch
My troubled head when you're away
When I am missing you to death..."

[listen to Iron and Wine's version]
24th-Aug-2007 10:26 pm - House of Flying Daggers
To be free, like the wind..
14th-Aug-2007 12:25 am - Stupid Fish
emotional night-

i need to get a grip
and act as strong as 
I know I am.

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everythings happening so fast
and i need to get my priorities straight.

korn concert tomorrow-
wow, did that sneak up on me.

i dont know why ive been writing so robotically-
I am just feelign overwhelmed.
If I pretend im writing another letter to vince,
everythign seems to flow better-
because it has become so comfortable-
so that is what I'll do.
12th-Aug-2007 12:30 pm - woah
i would say im experiencing life
but really all these pieces of our lives
lead to death- so instead am i experiencing
the slow cycles of death?

i dont know but reguardless,
even in the midst of my confusion,
im feeling free and enjoying it. 

my journal from this summer is full
and its secrets are ready to be known.
i will progressively be posting each entry
starting from the beginning. 
28th-Jun-2007 08:48 am - I Lost My Journal
Im going to retrace my steps to find it.

I realized yesterday though,
that i still havent lost a part
of me- what i wrote down in there
is still apart of me...yet I still
feel bad and out of the loop of things.

I have much to update on here
because ive been writing everyday.

hopefully ill be back soon.
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